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Part Two

caroline

Niall Stokes:
As the drummer in a band, you're occupying a seat that's normally occupied by men.

Caroline Corr:
It's a natural thing for boys to go instead of girls but I think there should be a lot more females playing. I don't know why they don't.

Partly the assumption would be that you need to be strong.
       Yeah, but you build that up. It's not that you can get up there and do 2 hour gigs straight away. Everybody's going to be a bit tired at first. So, there is an assumption that you have to be strong but I don't think so. I think it's just - play!

You came to it late. Is that a particular challenge?
       It was quite scary at the beginning because I hadn't a clue. I had a boyfriend who had a drum kit and I started to play a few beats. And then I went to this guy and just practiced a bit and the next minute I was doing a live TV show and the next minute I was on the road and I was a drummer. And I was like 'wow, how did this happen?' but I liked it so I went for it.

Was there any sense of you thinking that maybe you'd drawn the short straw?
       No, not at all. I'm very comfortable there. That's what I like doing. I think it's nice that there's a woman playing the drums in the band. I was just drawn to it.

Obviously the fact that you are a family has a big influence on the dynamic within the group. Do you find it's harder to operate on a professional level?
       There were stages when it was very, very hard - times when it was very difficult to put aside the past, or issues that we might disagree on personally. We're very different and have different opinions and we have to take them on board. But we've got a lot better at that. I think we've matured, we're older I suppose and just brush off any side comments if there's a little bit of a dig. It's a very hard environment being together all the time. I think it's ridiculous. People must look at us and go 'this is insane, this family travelling around the world together!'.

On a personal level, on the road, do you ever feel uncomfortable about the idea that it's your family who are seeing you do certain things that might be frowned on?
       We don't have that now anymore. We want to enjoy ourselves while we're doing this and we're not interested in stunting each other in any way. Live and let live a bit you know.

Andrea is in the spotlight most and she's the one that gets to sing 90% of the time. is there any sense in which you feel uneasy about that or diminished in any way?
       No - Andrea was always going to be the singer. People assume you want to sing - I don't. I'm happy with my job. Sharon's a violinist, she wouldn't want to be a singer because that's what she's most comfortable at. We do fits us personality-wise on stage. Who's to say I could be a lead singer? Not everybody could do it.

So what do you do to build up your strength with the drumming?
       I try to stay fit. I run, I swim whenever I can. I do about 45 minutes regular on the treadmill. Sometimes I lapse a bit and swim instead. I keep active and keep my energy up generally.

Do you work out to build muscle-strength in your arms?
       Just so I am fit enough to do two hours and not feel wrecked by the end of the gig. There have been times when I've got run down, especially coming up to Christmas when I'm doing a tour. I'm beating the drums every night, it's cold, it's dark and there are colds flying around the place. I feel I have to keep up to stay on the top of it. It's mental as well - you have to be positive.

The other thing about touring is that it's not just the gigs that take it out of you, it's the drinking and the rest of it!
       If we've had a day off we'll do it but we won't do it the night before a gig because it does compromise a gig. You can't afford to burn the candle. People have paid in and you don't want to be wrecked up there.

The whole thing exploded in a huge way with Talk On Corners. What was your best moment during that period?
       We all loved doing Lansdowne. Doing all those gigs around the world and coming back and doing that gig was great. It was a great feeling, to finally be getting somewhere. For a long time we felt we were getting nowhere.

So what's an average day when you've off the road?
       Sleep as long as you possibly can. Cook or go out for dinner....laundry, basic stuff..

Obviously with the success comes financial security but also with a bit of money comes the possibility of being indulgent. Is that something you're conscious of?
       When your lifestyle changes so much, reality sometimes isn't a part of what you're doing at all but we're very aware of that. I know when we're in this little cocoon, when we gig around the world, that this is not really reality based. There's a whole other world out there.

Sometimes rock'n'roll people indulge their appetites to some degree as a defence mechanism.
       It's escapism. I can understand people getting heavily into drugs in the music industry. I used to not understand it but now I do. The lifestyle is so ridiculous. There's very little space for yourself so I think it's pure escapism when people get into drugs.

Speaking of indulgence - what's your favourite recipe?
       I don't have one. I like to cook basic stuff - mashed potatoes and some kind of fish or I'll cook meat. I'll cook anything. I'll cook spaghetti bolognese. I don't have a dish I'm particularly proud of. I wouldn't be jumping up and down about anything I cook.

What, about Ireland, annoys you most?
       Oh Ireland? God can I say anything bad about Ireland? I can't think of anything that really gets to me.

Well it could be the roads, it could be rain, it could be politicians. It could be the media!
       There's nothing that really, really gets me down about Ireland.

Nothing at all? You've a fantastically positive view....
       Of life in general (laughs).

Do you feel part of the place sufficiently, that you'd want to vote in elections?
       Erm.....not really no. I was never into voting and stuff like that...which is terrible! But a lot of the time I'm so out of touch with what's actually happening. I'm interested in news but politically I'm just not really that interested but that's a bad thing, that's a bad thing. You should always vote. (laughs)

Where do you see yourself in 10 years' time?
       I'd still like to be doing music. Probably, hopefully, maybe...I might get married. I don't know quite yet. Erm...maybe have children at some stage. I'll have to have children within ten years or it's just never going to happy otherwise (laughs). And hopefully I will still have a career in music. That would be my dream cause I don't see myself being out of music. I'd hate it...it wouldn't be..it wouldn't be us you know?

So do you think you can have children and manage them in the context of doing the kind of stuff you're doing?
       No, it would have to be completely different lifestyle. You couldn't tour, not with the babies and that. I wouldn't do that to my child. I just wouldn't bother with having it if you're not going to look after it.

But isn't there a sense then in which you're having to put a very important aspect of your life on hold completely until the band does what it has to do?
       Subconsciously, you're putting a lot of your life on the backburner. You're putting your relationships on the backburner. Everything's totally geared towards your career but there's something about that that I like. It's kind of like a trap I suppose. (laughs) I love it so much that I'm happy to do that for the moment.

But what about your boyfriends?
       I'm lucky enough to have a boyfriend that's very understanding and he loves what we do and he loves what I do. I think you have to be with someone understanding who's able to cope with that and able to say 'oh well, that's her job, she travels around. It's what she does!'.

But isn't there always a difficulty about communicating in that context? I mean first of all, the fact that you're on the road means you're often thousands of miles apart.
       Yeah, it's a very difficult one and it can cause insane problems but if you try your hardest to keep it together it can work. But I think it's a very difficult thing to do and it doesn't work for everybody. I think some people need to be together all the time.

There must be a reason why so many people involved in entertainment or rock'n'roll end up getting together with people who are in entertainment or rock'n'roll - which of course doesn't necessarily work either!
       If you're living a very strange lifestyle it is hard for someone who's never experienced anything like that to understand. So that's why you get movie stars marrying movie stars.

In Blue was made under the cloud of the death of your mother. Can you give me a sense of what it was like trying to deal with that when you were making the record?
       It's quite blurry. I think you get on with things in a very strange way and I look back and I go 'wow, did we do all that?' but we did. I think you can hear it in the record a little bit towards the end. It was obviously a tough time you know - for everybody. I think you're not quite totally in tune with it still even though it'll be a year now this month. You can't really relate to it sometimes because you kind of want to distance yourself from it. There's a defensive mechanism still I think.

The fact that it happened so quickly must have made it more difficult.
       We knew she was sick but we didn't quite know how sick she was. Jim did have some idea I think 'cause he had been reading it up on the internet and I remember him saying 'You know Caroline it's quite serious' and I was going 'yeah well…'. But you don't think it's that serious, there's always something inside you saying 'they can do something about it' but with this particular lung disease they could do absolutely nothing, it was just one of those awful diseases that takes over very, very fast. At least we were there - that was good but it was very, very sudden, it really was.

'No More Cry' dealt with that. People might say they never thought they'd hear the word 'anger' on a Corr's record. Is that what people felt alongside the grief?
       For quite a while you definitely feel very, very pissed off (laughs). You go through so many different emotions and one of them, at the beginning, is anger. And it's there in that song yeah. Well that song's about rejecting the pain of it and..just no more cry you know. I've had enough (laughs). But that song is for Dad really.

One response to In Blue was that a degree of maturing had taken place. What's your opinion on that?
       Definitely. I think Andrea wrote stuff that was a lot more personal to her. Sometimes you don't want to let things out in songs, you want to keep things to yourself, you don't want to give everything away. But on this record Andrea wrote totally from the heart.

Do you get itchy feet when you're off the road?
       I start going mad when I'm at home. I need to be back out.

How does that manifest itself?
       (laughs) I get irritated. I get a bit claustrophobic when I go home.

What about the attention? You step into the street and everybody knows you. It's impossible to hide from people.
       Yeah it is. There was a time when you could hide but then you realise 'this is not as easy as it was'. I think we've grown into it gradually and we've adjusted with it and we've adjusted to being part of The Corrs. Cause you're not just Caroline Corr anymore - you're part of The Corrs.

But you go down the supermarket and do your shopping?
       Yeah but I'll be noticed, I'll be followed around the aisles probably, even by the staff. I'd be aware of it but it's fine - it doesn't bother me. I just get on it and get the shopping done. It would never stop me from going shopping or anything like that. People don't expect you to do you own shopping as well which is really strange. They think you're got people doing it for you (laughs). People say to you ' How come you're doing your shopping?'. Well why wouldn't I doing my own shopping? I like doing it.

Are you more self-conscious or less self-conscious when you're trying on clothes in a shop or whatever?
       More self-conscious. Sometimes it will deter you from really trying on a load of stuff cause you know someone's going to spot you and look at you and see what you're putting on. It's not crazy you know but I'd like a bit more privacy (laughs).

Do you ever look and thing 'I could do without all this sh*t; to the extent that you think you'd like to walk away?
       Sometimes. I mean sometimes you need to get away but you can find space for yourself as long as you try to do that. But not totally. You just get used to it, it kind of becomes a part of your life.

But is the only time that you're really free when you're on holidays or in some remote part of Spain or something?
       Yeah, yeah definitely. We went on holidays, myself and my boyfriend to India and we went backpacking. That's total freedom. Do whatever you want to do. So on certain holidays you're totally free doing your own thing. And you forget you're in a band which is great for a while - until you get back home! (laughs)

India would be a particularly good in that respect - you're less than a speck on the face of the earth there.
       It's great. It's total freedom. I love it!

(end of Caroline interview)